There are some moments in my life that I will never forget...
The morning my younger brother was born...
The day my father died...
The weekend celebration of my older sister's marriage...
The rainy night I boarded a bus in my hometown to start a new life in Bangkok...
My first day at work in the factory...
And now, that first moment when I saw Peter's face moving through the large crowd of passengers.
In some ways, it felt like I living inside of a movie. While I had prayed for many years for love, on this particular night, my life was truly at a crossroads. Every event in my life, both good and bad, had moved me to this single point in time.
Would this man become my everyday, everything?
As far as our three days together in Room #1102, it felt like we were newlyweds on honeymoon. For this moment in time, we closed ourselves off to the outside world and explored each other's hearts and bodies.
A king size bed...
Six soft pillows...
A large bathroom...
Room service...
A big window with a view of the city...
Flowers and body soap...
It's amazing how much you can actually learn about a person in just a few days. Together in this room, I opened my heart to the possibilities of love.
To hold him close against my body...
To look into his tender eyes...
To feel the warmth of his loving breath against my skin...
To laugh in the shower...
To play under bedsheets...
To truly become one during our passionate moments together in love...
Looking back on our first romantic days together in Room #1102, I now understand the real connection we shared that first night back in July(2004).
For many years, I felt sorry for myself. However, if any single event had changed during my lifetime, our first tender moments together would never have happened...
"All things appear and disappear because of the concurrence of causes and conditions. Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else." Buddha
Thankfully, Peter acted on his feelings. My mother believes that her daily prayers for my happiness were finally answered...
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